Fox!
Wake up.
Fox!
Samantha?
Shh.
They'll hear you.
Shh!
No!
My baby!
Get away!
I'm afraid, Fox.
I'm afraid.
Hello?
Scully.
Mulder, what time is it?
I don't know.
It's almost 5:00 a.m. Is something wrong?
I think so.
Where are you?
I think I'm in a...
a motel room in Providence, but...
Where?
Rhode Island.
What are you doing there?
I don't know.
There's... there's blood all over me.
Are you hurt, Mulder?
I don't think so.
I don't think it's my blood.
Mulder?
Yeah?
You okay?
I can't get warm.
Do you feel sick?
Nauseous or dizzy?
N-No, but I, uh...
I woke up on the floor with a pounding headache.
Were you here alone?
I think so.
I don't know.
I don't remember anything.
Track my finger.
Do you know what day it is?
Uh...
No, what day is it?
It's Sunday.
What's the last thing that you remember?
I was, uh... I was in my apartment.
I talked to you on the phone.
That was Friday.
I've been here since Friday?
I don't know, but you packed a bag.
There's a change of clothes in there.
Do you feel any pain?
Did you receive a blow to your head?
No. No.
Did you take anything, Mulder?
No. No.
Are you sure you didn't cut yourself?
Yeah.
Where's your weapon?
I don't know.
Two rounds have been fired.
I don't remember that.
Mulder, I need to get you to a hospital.
You have to be examined
by a neurologist.
You have had a serious cerebral event.
It could be a viral infection
or possibly the early stages of encephalitis.
If there was a crime committed, I need to know what happened.
Mulder, the first thing that you need to do
is to take care of yourself.
Mulder, listen to me.
We are going to figure this out,
but first, we have to determine the cause.
You cannot take something like this lightly.
If this is an aneurysm, it could drop you in a second.
Are these your keys?
No.
You checked in alone around noon on Saturday.
The manager's got no record
of any phone calls made from the room.
No visitors.
Well, then, how did I get here?
You drove.
He's got a license number of a car registered.
Do you have those keys you found in your room?
That's not my car.
There's blood on the steering wheel, Mulder.
Car's registered under a David Cassandra.
The address is right here in Providence.
Who's Amy?
That's what I'm going to find out, Mulder,
but first, I'm going to check you out,
because you have no business even walking around here.
No, Scully, if I've shot someone, if my weapon's
been used in a crime, I need to know.
You are taking a big risk, Mulder.
I feel strongly about this.
I know you do, but it's my risk.
Can I help you?
Are you Amy?
No, she's not here right now.
Is this David Cassandra's house?
This is David and Amy's house.
And who are you?
I'm the housekeeper.
Who are you?
We're with the FBI.
Why do you have Amy's keys?
- Is something the matter? - Possibly.
Is, uh, Amy or David reachable in any way?
They're out right now.
I don't know where they are.
That, uh, painting... behind you.
Uh, do you think I could take a look at it?
Yeah.
Who painted this?
Amy.
Mulder, what's up?
I know this house.
How?
I don't know.
I've seen it before.
Does this house have any special meaning
to Amy or David?
I know it's her favorite subject.
It's the house that she grew up in.
Actually, it's all she paints.
I've been to that house.
When?
I don't know, but I've been there.
Do you know anything else about this house?
Uh, I know it's out in Chepachet.
Where's that?
That's about 20 miles from here on Route 8.
My parents had a summer house
out there when I was a kid in Rhode Island.
Well, if you've been here, Mulder,
I don't think it was any time recently.
The place looks abandoned and completely overgrown.
Mulder.
Mulder?!
Can you hear me?
Mulder? Mulder?
How can you do this to our family?!
I'm not doing it! It's not just me.
These orders are coming down from on high, and...
You're a little spy.
Mulder?
Mulder, can you hear me?
What happened?
I don't know.
It just hit me.
You fell to your knees and grabbed your head
like you were in terrible pain.
You were completely nonresponsive.
Do you remember any of that?
No.
I remember what I saw.
What do you mean, what you saw?
I had a very vivid flashback to my childhood.
Except I was there.
Do you remember anything else?
No, just that it was very real.
Hmm.
Your heart is racing.
What do you think it was?
It was some kind of a seizure.
Some kind of acute physiological disturbance.
I couldn't tell if you lost consciousness,
but, uh, it was definitely some kind of clonic event.
Kind of an electrical storm in the brain.
Brought on by what?
That's what a specialist
is going to have to tell you, Mulder.
I feel really good right now.
Mulder, you are not really good.
I think I've been here before.
What, in your childhood?
Maybe.
I don't think anybody's lived here
in a long time.
I'm going to check upstairs.
Mulder.
There's a gunshot wound to her heart.
This must be Amy Cassandra.
And her husband.
They'd like to ask you some questions.
I told them about your condition.
You don't have to speak to them
if you don't want to.
You mean not without my attorney present?
Mulder, I refuse to believe that you had any part in this.
I had those people's blood on my shirt, Scully.
I was missing for two days.
I have no recollection of my actions during those two days.
There were two rounds discharged from my gun.
I had the keys to this house, the keys to their car.
Do the words "Orenthal James Simpson"
mean anything to you?
How you feeling, Agent Mulder?
I'm a little confused.
Your partner here says that you're suffering
from some kind of a seizure--
that you had one right here in the yard.
What brought you to this house, Agent Mulder?
I don't know. I, uh...
I think I may have come here as a kid.
You think?
Well, my parents had a summer house
in Quonochontaug, so...
But you don't know anything about
David or Amy Cassandra, the victims?
I don't ever remember meeting them, no.
So what you're saying, then, is: first time you saw them
was when you walked into this house, using their keys,
and you found them there on the floor.
That's what I'm saying.
We got plenty of prints in that house--
some with blood on them.
Now, we're going
to run those prints, Agent Mulder.
Is that the story you want to stick with?
For now.
Would you like to come down
to the station and elaborate on that statement?
Agent Mulder's not going anywhere but to a hospital.
Okay, but we're all going down there together.
Agent Mulder, I'd like you to ride with us.
Mulder, I'd advise you not to say anything more--
not until I take a look at those bodies
and the forensics reports.
Amy Anne Cassandra, Caucasian female.
Birth records indicate her age at 62 years.
The subject is 165 pounds, 67 inches in height.
Preliminary exam indicates cause of death
due to a gunshot wound to the chest.
Powder burns and flashing at the point of entry
approximately four inches below the clavicle
indicating the shot was delivered at point-blank range.
Dorsal beveling of the shoulder blade
is visible at the exit wound.
The surrounding tissue is jagged and torn.
There are no other signs of trauma present on the body.
Did you see this? Yeah.
From the scabbing, it looks like a preexisting, superficial
puncture wound. Do you mind?
What are you looking for?
I'm not sure.
Do you have a magnifying glass?
Thanks.
I just want to make sure that in addition
to the autopsy you also do a craniotomy
and a histological examination.
I think it's clear what killed these people.
Yeah. I think it is, too, but what I'm
more interested in right now is why they died.
What's that?
Have you jogged your memory at all, Agent Mulder?
You want to change your story?
No. Why?
Because I have evidence here
that contradicts what it is you've told us.
Well, I haven't really told you anything.
You told us you haven't been to that house since your childhood
and that you didn't know Amy or David Cassandra.
And you're telling me that what's in that bag
is evidence that I'm a liar?
I'm not saying you're a liar, Agent Mulder.
I would like to believe that this memory lapse was real
and that you murdered these two people
in some fit of blind insanity.
What's in the bag?
It isn't your gun...
which in our preliminary forensics analysis
seems to be the murder weapon...
judging from the slugs
we pulled from the floor and the wall
and the execution-style point-blank range.
Is any of this coming back to you, Agent Mulder?
No.
Can I see what's in the bag now?
Be my guest.
There are two blood types on that shirt, Agent Mulder--
one matching Amy Cassandra's,
the other matching David Cassandra's.
Is that your shirt, Agent Mulder?
Yes.
Can you explain to me how the blood of two people
you claim not to know got onto your shirt?
No.
What about the prints... in the house?
Were they my prints?
Look, you're not going to get a confession out of me,
because I can't answer your questions,
because I don't remember.
You have the right to remain silent.
If you give up the right to remain silent,
anything you say can and will be used against you
in a court of law.
You have the right to speak with an attorney
and have an attorney present during questioning.
If you so desire and cannot afford one,
an attorney will be appointed for you
without charge before questioning.
You understand each of the rights
I have explained to you?
Mulder.
I'm going to get you out of here.
You're a doctor, not a lawyer, Scully.
Did you make a confession?
No. Only to my own ignorance.
Detective Curtis, before you go through all that trouble,
I need you to consider evidence
that I think casts doubt
on Agent Mulder's involvement in this crime.
What kind of evidence?
Medical evidence.
The toxicology report on Amy Cassandra
indicates that there was a rapid-acting anesthetic
called ketamine in her system.
Ketamine? That's a veterinary drug, isn't it?
Typically, but when ingested by a person,
- it can cause hallucinations. - So?
So, I went down to the hospital to go over
Agent Mulder's medical charts and his blood work,
and there are traces of the same drug in his system.
How would that get there?
Probably injected-- there was a small bruise from an injection
on Amy Cassandra's right hip.
Now, I think that if you were examined again
that we would find a corresponding puncture.
Given by whom?
I don't know, but the presence of such a powerful drug
could explain his memory loss or the blackouts.
Given the weight of all the other evidence...
I think that's all it explains.
Scully...
you don't have to do this.
Mulder, you have to help me out.
There is nothing here that points directly to your guilt.
I mean, unless somebody can show me with absolute certainty
that you were holding the weapon that killed those two people,
the-the rest of the narrative is far too convenient and suspect.
The drug in your system
already suggests other explanations.
What? That I was partying with a few senior citizens?
You're jailing an innocent man.
Yeah, well, this way, he won't get lost for two days
and do something else he won't remember.
Shot fired!
I'm a doctor.
Somebody call the paramedics.
He's dead.
I need to speak with Detective Curtis right now.
Did this officer have a history
of depression or mental illness?
He'd been remanded from his beat assignment
to a desk job a year ago.
His former partner had complained
on a number of occasions
about his tendency toward extreme irritability
and confabulation of the truth.
How do you mean?
The man we're talking about had become
something of a joke on the force--
one of those guys who believes in...
you know, extraterrestrials, stuff like that?
Do you see these photos?
Yeah.
Does this mean anything to you?
Should it?
Well, I think that it speaks
to a pronounced mental illness.
The compulsive and repetitive act of removing his own image
from these photos leads me to believe
that he not only believed these stories,
but was traumatized by them.
I thought you told me this was going
to help explain something about your partner's crime.
What's that?
Amy Cassandra.
Both your officer and Amy Cassandra
had identical puncture wounds
at the top of the frontal lobe.
Now, in her autopsy,
Amy Cassandra's was a deep puncture
through the cranium to the dura mater.
And my officer had the same thing?
Yes.
I think your officer
knew of Amy Cassandra, and somehow
his suicide is linked to her death,
which leads me to believe
that what we're dealing with here is not murder.
It's something else.
It's possibly even a suicide pact.
You're going to have to prove that to me.
Not Samantha!
Teena, no!
Not Samantha!
No!
Guard!
I need to talk to someone!
Guard!
According to the corrections officer,
Agent Mulder kept everybody awake last night.
He was demanding to talk to you.
He finally shut up about an hour ago.
Did he say about what?
I think your partner's memories
are coming back to him.
I need to talk to him alone if you don't mind.
I heard you didn't get much sleep.
I didn't kill those people, Scully.
I know that, and I think I've gathered enough proof
and evidence of your innocence to get you out of here.
From where?
The forensics reports.
The, uh, the shirt that you were wearing
did have the victims' blood on it,
but the blood-splatter pattern doesn't match
the point-of-entry detail.
In fact, Detective Curtis
and his team have been able to put together
enough contradictory evidence
to make a statement to the press
saying that the Cassandras' death
was as a result of a murder-suicide.
But I was there.
Yes.
And I still don't remember why.
I think I have an idea about that, too.
Amy Cassandra believed that she was an alien abductee.
And I contacted her.
Yes... apparently.
According to an article I read on Amy,
she had begun psychiatric treatment
that was effectively recovering her past.
The repetitive behavior exhibited in those paintings
that we saw was an expression
of that treatment.
But why shoot herself and her husband?
I can't say definitively,
but judging from an almost identical suicide
of a police officer
who was receiving the same psychiatric care,
I believe that the victims were suffering
from something called Waxman-Geschwind syndrome,
the symptoms of which are trance-like states
leading to vivid dreams about the past--
dreams that are more detailed
than the conscious mind can recall.
It's also called Dostoyevsky syndrome
because the Russian novelist was suffering from it, too.
What was I doing there, Scully,
and why didn't I do anything to stop it?
I can't explain that.
I've arranged for your arraignment
in one hour.
I think that by then,
Detective Curtis and I will have gathered
enough forensics data that you'll be released.
I still need to know why, though.
This is the office of the psychologist
that treated Amy Cassandra.
Have you been here before?
I don't know, but we found my car.
It's been here for a few days.
What was the name of that psychologist?
Hello.
Dr. Goldstein?
My name is Fox Mulder.
Have we met?
I don't believe so.
My receptionist says you're from the FBI?
Yes. We're investigating
the deaths of Amy and David Cassandra.
We understand that Amy was a patient of yours?
Yes.
Please, sit down.
I was very upset to learn about Amy.
She was a troubled woman who'd struggled
through an unfortunate period of darkness in her life.
Are you referring to her belief that she was an abductee?
This term "alien abductee"--
although I recognize there is an associated syndrome
and a rather remarkable collection
of shared experiences for those
who believe in the phenomena, my treatment of Amy was simply
an aggressive method to access buried or repressed memories.
How do you mean "aggressive"?
Well, I use a, uh, method of therapy
that simulates an electrical impulse in the brain
using light and sound.
Did you also use this treatment
on a police officer named Michael Fazekas?
Yes. Why?
Mr. Fazekas shot himself
in the head last night.
Oh, my God.
Is this an accepted form
of medical treatment?
It's unconventional, but it's not invasive.
Are you familiar with
Waxman-Geschwind syndrome, Dr. Goldstein?
Yes.
Did you know
that Amy Cassandra suffered from it?
Waxman-Geschwind--
if you know anything about it--
is not necessarily a destructive condition.
In fact, Amy, after undergoing treatment,
experienced periods of extreme happiness and creativity.
But you had no idea--
you had no indication that she might have taken her own life?
No.
Of course not.
I have been in practice for over 40 years.
I have a very good ethical and professional reputation,
if you'd care to check.
That won't be necessary.
I know what you do.
I have been here before, Scully.
I met Dr. Goldstein with Amy Cassandra.
This man is lying about more than that.
I think that he administered the ketamine
to Amy and to you.
I think that you were treated by him,
and I think that your blackouts-- these seizures--
are a result of that.
I think you're right.
Why would you do that, Mulder?
Why would you undergo something
as crazy and dangerous as this?
Mulder? Mulder!
Mulder!
...my baby!
Mulder?
I'm fine.
No, I am not going to take that for an answer.
You do not belong at work.
You need to be somewhere where you can be monitored.
You are a danger to yourself and a danger to me.
Are you hearing me?
Give me the car keys. No, you're not driving.
You're not doing anything until these symptoms go away.
Scully, I don't want these symptoms to go away.
Whatever's happening to me,
whatever treatment I've received,
is allowing me to go back into my unconscious.
The truth is in there recorded, and I've gotten access to it.
What happened to my sister-- the reason she was taken--
is beginning to become clear to me,
and I need to know that.
Now, give me the car keys.
To go where?
To my mother's in Greenwich.
Okay...
but I'm driving.
Fox.
I need to speak to you.
What's happened, Fox? Why have you come here?
You've kept things from me. You've kept secrets from me.
What's the matter with him?
He's, uh, undergone a treatment.
He believes it's helped him to remember things.
Remember what?
You told me that when they took Samantha,
it was because you had to make a choice,
but that's not how it happened.
It wasn't your choice to make.
What do you want to hear from me?
I want to know what happened that night on Quonochontaug,
and I need to speak to you privately.
You had some kind of relationship with him.
Who?
You know who-- the man who worked
with my father, the man who came to you
that night when I was 12 and forced you to choose Samantha.
No, Fox.
Yes!
You betrayed my father, your husband.
Never!
How far back did it go?
How dare you!
How dare you come here and accuse me.
Who is my father?
What do you want, to kill him again?!
Just answer the question, Mom.
Just answer the question!
I am your mother, and I will not tolerate
any more of your questions.
You're bleeding, Fox.
What did you do to me?
I told you... You treated me.
I asked you to treat me to recover my past.
I did nothing wrong.
You put a hole in my head.
A slight electrical stimulation.
It triggered my memory.
Yes, as you had hoped.
Now I want you to finish the job.
Let's do it.
I want to remember.
You're a little spy.
Fox...
Fox.
Little spy.
Fox...
Not Samantha!
Fox...
Upstairs. 245.
Dr. Charles Goldstein?
Dr. Goldstein, you're under arrest.
Please keep your hands where they are.
Bag those gloves as evidence.
Yes, sir. Someone read him his rights.
Hands behind your back, please.
Where is he?
Mulder.
Where's Mulder?
He's not here.
Did you ask Dr. Goldstein?
Goldstein wouldn't say one way or the other.
Stop that car!
Hey!
Hold it, Dave! Hold up!
Open the back door.
What did you do to him?
Look. I know he came back here.
This is the only place he would have gone.
Did you treat him?
Damn it! Answer me!
Yes.
Where is he now?
I don't know where he went.
What was the last thing he said to you?
He said he was going to exorcise his demons.
Agent Scully?
Yeah.
Frank Imhof.
Is he in there?
Saw the light go on a couple of minutes ago.
Got to be somebody in there.
We got here as soon as you called.
All right.
That man in there is armed.
He is a federal officer in dire need of medical attention.
He is not himself. Now, I'm going in there.
If at any time he should flee that house,
you need to tell your officers not to shoot.
Mulder?
Leave me alone, Scully.
Mulder, it's me.
Scully, leave me alone.
Not Samantha! Not Samantha! Not Samantha!
Fox...
It's... all falling into place.
Mulder, put down the gun.
No. Don't try to stop me.
Please, Mulder...
Wake up, Fox.
No! My baby!
I'm afraid, Mom. I'm afraid.
Get away!
Are you going to shoot me, Mulder?
Is that how much this means to you?
Mulder, listen to me.
You have been given a powerful hallucinogen.
You don't know that these memories are yours.
This is not the way to the truth, Mulder.
You've got to trust me.
Just shut up!
Put down the gun.
Let it go.
We got shots fired. Move!
Although cleared of any wrongdoing
in the deaths of Amy and David Cassandra,
Agent Mulder still has no recollection
of the events that led to their deaths.
His seizures have subsided with no evidence
of permanent cerebral damage,
but I'm concerned that this experience
will have a lasting effect.
Agent Mulder undertook this treatment
hoping to lay claim to his past--
that by retrieving memories lost to him,
he might finally understand the path he's on.
But if that knowledge remains elusive,
and if it's only by knowing where he's been
that he can hope to understand where he's going,
then I fear Agent Mulder may lose his course,
and the truths he's seeking from his childhood
will continue to evade him...
driving him more dangerously forward
in impossible pursuit.